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About Me Premium Member Antagonist anyutik6921/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Adults who claim they once were kids

Sun Oct 18, 2009, 9:41 AM
Were they? When I was little, I never liked being around adults. They seemed to always talk down to you. Or baby you. Or have a set of expectations which, if you didn't mold right into, you were bombarded with disapproval. I used to think that I saw things as black and white before I began to question them because I was little... now I wonder if they were just presented to me that way.

How do you climb trees and jump off roof tops one day and be sitting in office wear at a nonsensical meeting another? It makes no sense. At least for those that are content with their life. You'd think that I, the over-analyzing, logical Capricorn, would be one of those. But no. I always want more, I dig excitement! Even if the spontaneity is thought out.

It's not a matter of age. There are those I'm fortunate to know, older than me, of all ages, that I am excited to be around. And then there are those even my age who I'm scared to be with. Scared, because I never want to turn into them, no matter how old I get. How can you be so boring, predictable, ignorantly judgmental (with no wish to be enlightened)...? Nothing's changed. I'm still as uncomfortable around these adults as I was at age 5,9,12,15,17, and now 21. I always welcomed change, but was afraid of "growing up". And now I wonder what they were like when they were little? Were they always like this? Or did they become it when they "grew up"?

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: the fan in the background
  • Drinking: Ensure

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  • Favourite movie: The Very Munchausen
  • Favourite genre of music: good music
  • Favourite poet or writer: Robert Frost
  • Favourite style of art: Figurative
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  • Personal Quote: "The opposite of war isn't peace! It's creation! " -- RENT

Comments


:iconfencesmakegoodnebors:
Hello dear Anya,

i am thinking of become a make up artist myself, i was wondering how long one has to go to school to accomplish this..

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I am not afraid of death, I just don't want to be there when it happens.
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:iconanyutik69:
It depends where you go and what kind of make-up you'd like to to. I took the longest program at MUD (which included hair and portfolio development) and it was 6 months long altogether.

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Miss Anya
:iconfencesmakegoodnebors:
thank you for letting me know :) it has helped. Im not really sure what i want to specialize in but i know i want to be in this field

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I am not afraid of death, I just don't want to be there when it happens.
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:iconmikehoncho1:
goddamn, I love your port. Most of Larry's best early stuff stars you =) you kicked all kinds of behind, my friend...
:iconlexxii:
Nice gallery and photos !
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:iconrtulga:
Absolutely wonderful photos! Fantastic portfolio!
:iconrobertnelson:
I really enjoyed the new work that you've posted with the orange flowers. Thanks for sharing it!

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